Sometimes i sit at night and wonder if i’ve done the right now, if i can still do the right thing.  I’m afraid that I’m going to go back to  school and give into changing my mind.  I know its just a break, but at the same time, I just want to go back to the way things were, even though i know i shouldn’t.  I think me and cole should start a club that is called “Boys are stupid”.  they just cause too many problems in our lives… in my life… grrr…

 spiritually, my life has never been better.  This summer God has really been speaking to me- and for once i’m s tarting to listen.  I feel like I’m being called to middle school kids- i dunno why, since I’ve always thought I w ould teach high schoolers.  But for some reason I can connect to the kids, both boys and girls.  Weird… maybe that’s what God wants me to do… maybe… hmmm… lots of thinking to do/get done…